The Merriam Webster definition of the word Intention is: a determination to act in a certain way. When I first started writing this blog my intention, was to write about my life. My struggles, the joys and pains of growing up. My intentions were sound, but my resolve was not.
I have not posted in a long time, and for that I apologize. I’m sure not too many people, if anybody, is following this blog, but I’ll still apologize, even if it is only to myself. I have been bottling up my emotions, my thoughts, my ideas, everything, and my life sucks. I have become a shell of who I once was, and I’m sick of looking into a mirror and not recognizing myself, or worse yet disliking the person I saw looking back at me.
So here and now, I resolve to write at least 3 times a week. In doing so, I hope I will learn to be happy again, remember how to smile again, learn how to laugh again, and begin to live again, instead of just existing. I’m tired of just existing, I want to live again.
That is my intention, and my resolve is strong this time around. I’m ready.